Tuesday, January 07, 2014
A hug that leaves me longing for more
Yes, a hug that leaves me longing for more. Today, I was taking an afternoon nap with my dog on my bed. She was so calm and sleepy. So we ended up snuggling against each other and fell asleep for almost 4 hours (at least for me xD)! My dear baby has been with me since forever, and I love her dearly. I know she is hitting the mid of her lifespan, but regardless of what's gonna happen, she will always be the best dog in my life. I hug her tight everytime I scoop her off the floor and she would always cling on me like a baby.
Surprisingly, she still look like a puppy even thought she is 7 years old. I love it when people came up to me and tell me how healthy she is and how well she is taken care of. Well, I supposed. She is like a baby daughter to me, and if you are like any other normal loving mother, you will give the best for your baby.
Just yesterday, I was at his place. And I was doing some work (sending Taobao List and doing some Lense batching). He came over and gave me a tight hug and ask me the usual thing ,"Are you a faggot?" in his act cute voice. I felt that sudden burst of blissfulness. and I wonder how long will our relationship stay like this? I love changes and I hate changes. I will hate it if years later, we are nothing more but strangers. I asked him,"Can you don't change?"
I love him, I love our relationship so dearly. And relationships are always so vulnerable against changes, and the future. He hugged me tight, gave me a tight squeeze every time. He was doing his stuffs, and he would turned around and looked at me. I gave him a smile that I always gave. Not because I had to, but because it came naturally. I think I never loved any guy like I do for him. We gave each other sloppy kisses because we wanted to gross out each other, we wrestled on the bed because it was fun and we fart at each other whenever we feel like it.
I've never feel so comfortable before.
Just stay with me, okay? :)
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Wednesday, January 01, 2014
I love you!
Gosh, I have no idea how much I love my boyfriend. Even though I admit that sometimes I wonder why I am still together with him simply because he is quite tsun. At the end of the day, he still always give in to me no matter how much he refused to do so. Like, he was telling me how much he don't wanna go out because it is a public holiday and he prefers staying at home to do his stuffs than to waste time doing nothing outside. To me, I don't feel there is much bonding at home and I prefer to hold his hand and going into random shop to laugh and talk about something. Then, just when I asked again, he went "Fineeeeeeeee. Let me shower first." and I go "WHOOPIEEEE" and gave him a great big bear hug on his bed while he smiled at my excitement.
He told me he don't like playing L4D2 because it is boring and generally a stupid and repetitive game. Mind you, I love L4D2, love shooting zombies. That's why I was kinda disappointed when he told me he don't really fancy playing the game. Then he came to me and ask me to play L4D2 last week. I was surprised and asked him what changed his mind. He told me this,"I will be able to give you more attention if I play a game that you want to play." AWWWW. Another great big bear hug!
No matter how many times I may have doubt myself being together with this dick head, I can NEVER bring myself to leave. I may never ever find someone else like him again. True he may have his own stubborn and selfish times which may be unbearable, but who else can tolerate MY stubbornness and spoilt behaviour?
I just like to say, be contented and you will stay happy. Yes, striving for the best is one of the motto a person should have in life. But never, in a relationship. Because you will just keep dumping and moving on and eventually end up with no one. and you become that sad miserable shit and wonder why you even let go the best one you can find. You can keep finding and searching for the best one, but mind you, you are not the best in other people's eyes too. The one who can truly accept you for who you are, stay on and hold him tight, you bitch. hahahahaha!
Happy new year people! :D
