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Vio = Chaos
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Hyperactive and loves to lick =w=


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Friday, February 29, 2008
Fun : Seoul Garden

Yes, I went Seoul Garden yesterday with Shu Zhen. It was totally unplanned! It just happened so because I was craving for steamboat. Something nice and hot, something thats gonna do with buffet.. and THERE, Seoul Garden at Causeway Point. Well.... Shu Zhen was trying to run away from my grip but I managed to force her in somehow. Evil me... Muahahaha!

Like duh, she enjoyed herself inside too (especially the Gross Part.. DOUBLE DUH!)...


Ohhhhh, she is so sweet! She fried this piece of meat for me.. which I still think that she took it out convinently and passed it to me because she cant finish it ._.
Sweet and cute little desserts.. I din know Seoul Garden have Muffins and Brownies!!?!?! Their brownies ROCKS!
Steamboat stuff...
Awww... Isnt this simply delicious? I cracked one egg in too! The soup was so fabulous! Until...

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We realised that the soup kept boiling. We were frantically finding the on/off switch button but it was nowhere to be found! And soooo, Shu Zhen got this evil thought of stirring the whole pot as if we were some witch or something. Everything just got mushed up together... GROSS! I even cracked another egg inside just to entertain her. Trust me, she was freaking laughing her head off!

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It cant get any gross-er than THIS!
Yuck, DOUBLE YUCK! hey, its not like our fault that the soup kept boiling. The whole thing just looked like a mess of vomit. Okok., time's out. We left Seoul Garden quickly and I was almost convinced that the staffs inside were swearing and cursing at us. Sinful act! ^%*&%$(*)^(%^%!!




Ta-da! Anyway, going to K box later with my CLIQUE (excluding Maria because she is at overseas, excluding Torrance because she is forever WORKING! zzz)... Whats more, we will be bunking at Si Shi's house! PJ PARTYYYY! AHHHHHHHHHH!
:D

Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Hair Business

Today is the worst hairday of my life YET (Note that I had typed "YET" because I may be balding in the future which can be yet another worst hairday of my life.. duh!) I had actually pulled out ALL of my extention. Yes, and I mean A-L-L! All 46 remaining of it which is stucked unevenly onto my hair and refuse to drop out.

Actually I had no plans of pulling it out until I got frustrated about how the metal thingy itched against my scalp. I spent the whole of a hour pulling and tugging it out until much of my REAL hair got pulled out as well. Errrk!

ahhhhh... I was definitely glad that no one can say "Hey, fake head." now but sad because I had lost $46 just like that ._. Nevermind, gonna have a haircut tomorrow at Bugis. zzz.


46 extension = $46 = in the dustbin now. lol.
See that black colour metal thingy on the top? Man, that sucks!


Book Business

Can I say I am a nerd or just plain nerd? I just finished reading a book borrowed from the library which appears to be the thickest among all 7! I could have die from embarrassement when my dad walked into my room and saw me crying over a story which was not real. Fiction._. Awww man.

The book that I had finished reading was on the extreme left, the orange colour bookcover. After all these year of borrowing books from the libary, I realised books with bright colours such as Pink, Yellow, Purple, Blue, Orange always appeal me. They are nice books too! (^.^)v

Photo Business

After doing some camera whoring between my Handphone camera and my digital camera, MY DIGITAL CAMERA STILL ROCKS IT ALL! MUAHAHAHA! Taken using my mobile phone... EEK! So greenish, like a ghost.. Wakakakaka!
Taken using my D-camera... My true colour =P


I bet she is gonna spent the rest of her lifetime wondering why there's still so much hair on my head after I had pulled so much hair out. She is also gonna wonder why I spent half a day yelling at her to come down from my bed when I can sleep on MY bed. I mean, we are all animals right?

And here comes my reply (even though she probably wont even know this ) :
You can hop onto my bed, AS LONG AS U DUN PEE OR POO ON IT!

@#$%^&(&*%&$^%$#!!!!


Yesterday, I had to leave my couzie's house in a rush because I received a text from my dad. I could practically hear him screaming while reading what he had sent me. It said,

"GIRL. What time are you coming back home to bath your dog? Your room stinks now with her pee and poo. In fact, THE WHOLE HOUSE STINKS. You better start mopping your floor with detol. She just urined at the living room. SO ANGRY! Your mum also said she jumped onto your bed and made a puddle there too. You better change your bedsheet and stop your dog from havocking the whole house!"

Oh dear. He sounded as if Vio had turned into a urine-machine and started shooting urine out like a water gun. But I was kinda upset that Vio had jumped onto my bed and URINATED THERE. How dare she pee on my lair?! When I reached home, I saw my room, was indeed, a mess and not just mess, but as if someone had dropped a stink bomb inside. I set off to work immediately (partly because I cant possibly sleep in a room at that state and partly because there's a urgent need to deflat my dad's tomato face.. LOL!). All those cleaning, mopping and tidying took me nearly a hour. I was grumbling to Vio even though she do not have a foggiest idea of what I was trying to say. There's more to come. Another 2 hrs more to bath Vio and groom her properly. My dad was certainly pleased but I was not because I thought I looked like an idiot who had just fall into a rubbish chute and came up crying home. Double duh... I took half a hour to clean myself, from head to toe, toe to head! lol!

Super tired when my night task was finish, flopped onto bed and slept from 12am plus plus to 12am plus plus. lol. Dragged myself around the house before getting dressed to return some books and to borrow new books from the library. Slacked in at Subway to read for nearly 2 hours. My initial plan was to read at Coffee Bean, but it was freaking too cold in there. Finally, I bought some instant noodle from FairPrice and then home.


Back to reading......... BLISS! (^.^)v

Tuesday, February 26, 2008
WOOTS! Best record yet : 3 movies in a day. Definitely SHIOK, especially when I practically drooled upon seeing Jay Chou and Kenichi Matsuyama. And PLEASE, I did not gorged myself silly with a bunket of popcorns. In fact, I barely touched them. Just a bottle of mineral water and bread bought from a bakery shop somewhere at .

YESSSSS! I am officially back as a fan of Kenichi aka. L. He is so the cutest and hunk-iest guy ever, with or without that dumb eyeliner. xD Jay Chou is not bad, but perhaps he doesnt have much sex appeal to me.. x_X"

LOL. JOKING. I am not a perv! ._.

Anyway, the last movie ended at 11.45pm and I only reached my couzie's house at 12midnight, frantically washing off my eyeliner and the dirts on my face before pigging on my bed. Well, woke up at 6am because my 2 lil cousins had set the alarm clock which obviously, duh, rang at 6am. It was so FREAKING IRRITATING. It went "THANG THANG THANG" for like 5 minutes before they hit the snooze button. And just when I was about to drift to sleep, the alarm clock went off again and went "THANG THANG THANG", piercing through my eardrum until I finally screamed,

"STOP THAT ALARM AND GO YR SCHOOL. I AM TRYING TO SLEEP HERE!" With that, I flopped back to bed with a sigh. lol.

Woke up again at 1pm, crapped with Shu Zhen before getting ready to go out with her to Sun Plaza to have our lunch. Shopped about and went back home after 3 hours. Kinda lame and I feel like swimming now. So toodles! ^^

Monday, February 25, 2008
Hees! I am feeling abit over the moon now because I just finished reading a book with a simply fab ending. I just loveee High School Novels. Nevermind about the frequent snogging, the author always make the male and the female lead together at the end of the story. Not that it's gonna happen on real life or what. I mean, how can a girl, who is average, not even a tiniest bit popular in school, who fancy a absolute hunky/macho/cute guy who happened to be one of the oh-he-is-so-gorgeous guy among the girls, manage to get together? lol. A typical story liddat usually have a damn drop dead pretty b**** who just loveeee to flirt with someone just to spite that someone. In the end, blah blah, you will pretty much know the plot of the whole book. BUT... I JUST LOVE TO READ SUCH BOOKS. LOL!

Aww, I finished all 3 books which I had borrowed from the library few days ago. I am determine to find better books tomorrow.. muahahaha!

Oh yea, I went to my grandmother's house just now and my relatives were as usual, having their "small deal to big deal" squabble just because my aunt scalded her hand a lil from the hot running water that flows out of the tap. I mean, excuse meeee! They are always the one who kept telling us to loveeee our siblings like how we love ourselves. But how? Definitely not after seeing them argueing over the tiniest thing on earth? Anyway, I got quite irritated that they were raising their voices over each other while my grandmother was watching them, helplessly shaking her head. Cruelly, the maid got dragged into it because she forgotten to switch the tap back to cold running water._." lol..!

Nevermind about that, my couzie Jevon, his friend Derrick and I were having funny conversation in his room where we were practically burying our heads into the pillows to muffle our laughters. LOL! It was just so funny. That was the 2nd time I had laugh so hard. I really miss laughing ever since I started brooding about everything that comes to my mind. Now that I have already push back almost everything away, time to revert myself to...

MS CHEERFUL VIOLET. CHEERS!


Hey I know I have not been replying tags at the tagboard. It just got accumulated and I am just so lazy to reply! Anyway, thanks for the concern guys! I have accepted SP as one of my school in the future. Thanks for tagging too! (^.^)v

Sunday, February 24, 2008
OMGAWD.

Yesterday's outing with Acelyn was just so F-A-B-U-L-O-U-S!
Firstly, this was my ever first time hanging out with her alone. I mean, it was pretty weird because we have been a clique for like 5 years? Maybe she was usually quieter than the rest of us and I did not make any effort to communicate more with her. But once effort made, she can be as fun as anyone of us! I can't believe we simply have endless things to chat about. Even if we were so dead beat after shopping in town at night, we just had to park at Mac and continue on with our girly daily gossips. Awwww!

When I got back home, I had this SUPER FUNNY conversation with my best friend in cyber, which just sent me rolling down from my chair laughing out LOUD! He totally cracked me up and my laughter was so loud that my dad actually thought I had literally gone insane or something. HAHA! The day ended with much satisfaction after knowing that the book I was reading had a very good ending...xD

and then, I got woke up from my sleep because Vio licked me wet with her sloppy tongue! While still awake in bed, I can't believe that I am already 18, close to my early twenties! And when I focus my attention to my dog, I simply can't imagine I have Vio, a dog in my household either. But she is real, sitting there, panting with her tongue stuck out at me. I reeled my memories back when I was as young as 13, when I used to beg and beg my dad for a dog until I bawled. Some years later, my dad finally gave in and there, Vio in my life. I just have to be persisting at times.. uh?

Anyway, I finally saw Shu Zhen online this afternoon and I went........

"OMGAWD. SHUZHENNNNNNNNNNNNN! I MISS YOUUUUUUUU!!!"

After what it seems like half a hour later, she went,

"OMG. VIOLETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! LOL!"

Then we went jumpy inside msn._. and then...

OMGAWD.

We are planning to watch 3 movies one shot at Cathay tomorrow. That is like so crazy but yea, WE WANT TO! Besides, I had been missing alot of movies due to working at Subway. Now that I finally get to enjoy my holiday, why not!? I mean, yea, I still have many days ahead to finish watching the movies-in-queue one by one, but I just cannot resist not watching L's cute face and Jay Chou's hunky face immediately! xD

And lastly,



OMGAWD.

My life just can't get anymore better than this! xD

Friday, February 22, 2008
Last day of work! Freedom regains! Time to enjoy my holiday.. with lotsa sleeps first. Gonna replenish my brain with fresh cells and time to lost some weight (since working, I was not given any chances to at least jog around the neighbourhood or play basketball!). Starting perhaps from tomorrow.

Finally able to find someone to hang out with me tomorrow and thats none other than Acelyn! We are gonna do a lil shopping around town and some chat ups about our recent happenings. I mean, what's a day out without doing anything we like right? We are so definitely gonna gossip while sipping some hot and delicious beverage... xD Not to forget, we plan to buy some chinese tea leaves just to get a better and a healthier body... LOL!

Today, I worked with Izni and Jordan again. Just simply love working with them because we had alot of things to chat about, lotsa things to joke and so on. Things had been going well tonight and our boss did not come to do some randon spot check on us. It can be quite upsetting that I will not be working with them anymore, BUT, I am not dead yet! I am still alive with a mobile phone with me everyday! Contact me guys :P

Talking about mobile phone, I had been receiving alot of text messages from this guy called Jonathan. I do not have a foggiest idea who is he and what he wants from me. I just know he is super irritating, especially that he had woke me up alot of times from my beauty sleep these few weeks. He can sms me as early as 8am or as late as 12 midnight! I dun even know how he manage to get my number! Obviously there's someone out there who hate my guts and decided to spill out my handphone number.

When I said I have my limits, I really do. And so today, I finally got pissed off by the fact that he had woke me up 2 times from my sleep. (I was very tired! I had been working full shift these few days!)

8.30am : Hello Hello, you wake up le?
10.30am : Wake up le, msg me or call me.

In the previous messages, he had tried asking me out or to make a conversation with me. But I ignored all his messages just to hint him that I am not interested to know him/meet out/or even chat with him. Obviously, he sensed nothingless.

I decided to send him this, which is enough to make sure that he will backed off instantly. True enough, I did not receive any replies back from him at all.. HA!

I text him this,

"You are... Jonathan right? Look, I have no idea who you are and who gave u my mobile number. The fact that I had already ignored all your messages previously had already shown that I am not interested to meet you or even text u. If you are oblivious to all these, I had already spelled it out clearly for you. So pls, thanks."

There. I guess this pretty much done everything to prevent getting harassed from my sleep ever again. He is much better off finding girls who dun mind getting messages as early as dawn, or in the wee hours of the night. For me, nah. Sleeping is one of the best way for a facial therapy =D

Thursday, February 21, 2008
Tomorrow is my last day working in Subway! Perhaps I will start loving Subway again after I stop smelling like one. These few days can be sooo tiring, especially that I am working night shift almost everyday. I even missed dinner at my grandmother's house today.. thats oh-oh very bad indeed. (I still dropped by at her house though!). I had fun working with my 2 colleagues today. They were so sweet to help me serve most of the customers in the night as I was kinda tired after serving yet another endless queue of lunch crowd. Gonna work with them tomorrow again!

Time fly fast. Its already going to the 3rd month of 2008. Sometimes, it still seems kinda weird that I will be entering to a new school with loads of stranger who I dun even know. I did a small chat with Tracy about her JC life these few days and oh dear, she seems to be having a hard time communicating with friends that is only interested in books and orientation. Jeez.

Anyway, having lotsa things up on my mind. Been thinking this and that. I had even made up a list of reasons mentally about why I hate him and vice-versa. 10 to 1. lol. But that particular reason is enough to erase all my hatreds about him. Deep in our hearts, we know its time to put a fullstop to everything. Everything that we had went through. Even though I dunno what else I can do next, I will still try to move on without you. I had expected all these all along but it doesnt matters anymore since I had learn to be strong. I am stronger now. 加油!

Gosh, I had totally forgotten about the cheque I had received from my boss. Its still in my purse! I had a funny conversation with my dad via sms today. Realising I had been spending a tad too much lately, I grabbed my handphone from my bag and text him this...

"DAD! CAN I OPEN ANOTHER BANK ACCOUNT? I wanna to save up my money properly so that I will stop spending my money without hestitation. Like duh, I had been spending too much money! If not, I might not have enough savings to buy my own coffin in da future.. DAD!"

After waiting impatiencely for his reply, his text msg finally came back. It wrote,

"My dear daughter. Just a reminder to you that your phone bill for last month was more than $120. If this goes on, my savings for my OWN coffin will be used up my YOU."



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Awwww dad.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I am fine now. I had finally accepted Singapore Poly after being nagged constantly by my friends. I mean, SP cant be that bad right? =S At least it beats going to some courses which I am not interested in at all. Everything happens for a reason.. so let it be the best outta it! Though I can't be in my desired school, I shall turn it to my desired studying environment... lol!

At least SP got wireless network in the whole campus.. I thought dun have... =X (Vian-Jie, my mistake xD Got it clarified with Wei Jie.. HA! )


I got a feeling I am missing someone/thing from my blog. Someone that I haven blog for quite a long time. My best friend, my best daughter... THE BEST DOG IN THE WORLD xD...



VIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
She's still as cute as ever, still ever the same. But definitely behaves much better than last time. At least she reduced her habit of hiding my dad's slipper everytime when he was out. lol!
Her ever comfy bed, inside her carrier! She just loveee to cuddle herself inside her bed every night.
Oh no, her butt! O.O

And she's back! Missy VIO!

So there, My daughter. Isnt she cute? lol! Anyway, I felt kinda sian because Tracy started her JC today. I was kinda happy for her, at the same time, sad because she might not be able to fork out enough time with us. All the best for her anyway!

Been to Bugis with her yesterday after collecting our posting results. Our plan was to eat induglz! I had been eyeing for their lobster soup for months and I cant believed I will be induglzing their food. Gonna make sure I had my stomach filled with tasty goodies!

However, I must say, I regretted.. DEEPLY! Tasty goodies? More like saltish goodies? I totally hate their food there. It did look appetizing on their menu, and even on Xia Xue's blog (in which she was invited to have a meal at INDUGLZ and had advertised this restaurant on her blog.. Guess her photoshop skill did made the food looked darn delicious... X_X"!)

Lobster Bisque Soup with freshly plucked crab meat.

Sounds delicious? It taste yucky to da max! 3 mouthful and I had to pinch my nose to prevent myself from puking.. RATE : 0 star.

Deep-fried Camembert Cheese w Indulgz’s Mixed Berry Compote
The saltiest dish ever. I had never had any cheese in my life that taste as yucky as this! And the berry was kinda too sour for my tastebud..awwww! and it cost us $12 just for 4 Camembert!

Lobster Bisque and Seafood Baked rice I bet I can produce an even better cheese than this. Though their seafood was delicious x_X"
Their rice was unqiue too. Taste kinda different but after having a few mouthful, you will probably get sick of the rice. lol.

Perhaps the only thing I like about them is their smoothies!

Banana and cream smoothie.
Strawberry and cream smoothie.

This was the ever first time I felt happiness after drinking this satisfying and delicious beverage. Perhaps I will go back specially just to drink this milky thingy. Perhaps not. Perhaps I will seek for a better one.. lol!

Anyway, take a look at how xiaxue had blogged about their stuffs.

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2007/12/bistro-for-all-your-special-occasions.html

Yea true! It all look super duper delicious! That was why I was tempted so much to try out their food. But guess what? Everything turned out entirely opposite...... lol!

I am truely tired now and I am still wearing my contact lenses. Gonna work from 11am till 9pm tomorrow. Super duper tired..


Thats it for now! Take care guys! (^.^)V


Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Awww man, I feel like crying now. I got my posting result and I am posted to Singapore Poly : Business Adminstration. Now my hopes for Ngee Ann Poly are crushed. My plans in Np got smashes into pieces. I did had high hopes getting into that school... BUT WHY!? (thank god I still got into business course though not desired school...!)

Been Psychoing myself for the past half an hour to like SP. The worst thing was when I realised my only friend in SP is gratuating school this year. The worst of the worst thing was when I found out that their school require auditions to get into a club. The worst of the worst of the worst thing was when I realised that I love NP way too much. The worst-est thing was to know that my brother was in SP once before and had polluted the whole school! LOL!

Guess I needed some time to settle down and try to love SP more. I dunno how my social life would be like at there but I hope it will turn out fine. I had to. 'else I will be suffering 3 years instead of enjoying it. Fate has its own doings. I guess what it did probably are for my best.

Whatever it is, SP here I come..... here goes nothing! =S





I guess posting of new schools probably distance us further. All the best! (^.^)v

Sunday, February 17, 2008
Hohoho! I am back yet again! Bought a magazine and read up an article about "10 things girls can be proud of!"

1) Girls can make a choice about whether they want to serve in the army, but boys can't.

2) If u don't have any athletic talents, you don't have to question your worth as a human being.

3) When girls go on a date. its usually the boy's obligation to pay for the meal, movie and so on.. so girls save up a neat sum of money just by simply being pretty and nice (which most of us enjoy doing so!) Of course, that doesn't mean we depend on our guy - if you choose to go dutch, all the better!

4) You don't have to be embarrassed if you are blur or aren't sure of certain things at times - asking for help is fine, and isn't a slur on how much a "woman" you are.

5) Girls don't need a reason to tear, sob or cry at tear-jerking movies or events. It's a girl thing.

6) Girls can pull off wearing men's clothes anytime and still become a walking fashion statement, whereas boys who wear female clothings are just.... unacceptable.

7) You can tell which glass was yours by checking for lipstick or gloss mark... lol!

8) Sitting, gossiping and people watching is all the entertainment girls need. Who cares about paintball, basketball or anything that makes you go sweaty and sticky? (hey I dun agree! I love being sticky and sweaty. Sports is one of my kind!)

9) Even if there's a huge zit on your face, you know you have all the makeup in the world to conceal it. The boys probably don't know the difference between concealer and bronzer.

10) Girls have special tricks that no one knows about, like being able to know what kind of person someone is just by checking out his or her shoes.


So there.. be grateful enough if you are a girl!


Lastly, Happy Belated Birthday to my beloved Grandmother! Love you always! Muacks!

It's time to say I'm fine. No matter whatcha doing, I am always there to give you my fullest support. Whatever it is, be it waiting or not, I am myself! I should do the thing I like the best and not creasing my forehead for a better reply. Dun worry, I am better than being better! xP

And so.. love is in the air isnt it? Ya, I feel loved... Love by my clique.. always!

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! Perhaps a belated one but it aint late!

Met up with my clique this afternoon (though there's some miscommunication that causes some friction.. but everything's alright now. Afterall, it was suppose to be a happy occasion!) Our initial plan was to hit the movies, but the tickets were all sold out before I can even blink my eyes! Had a quick shop around PS before going to TCC at Centre Point to have our dinner!

This show our love.. way to go girls! :P




The soup sucks! =X
My sandwich... ~_~
Tracy's; Torrance's Dish.
Shayne's Dish
Katerine's dish
Acelyn's dish.

Just love the flower I received from Torrance. Things could be better if the flower could stop withering ._. Thanks!







Hey, get wad I mean now? So irritated by my fringe! Its high time for a short fringe.. rawr!



funny, funnier, funniest! SISHI'S POSE GOT "IEST!" LOL!
Meeting out on the 29th to K-Box, been months since I went for a sing. Can't wait for it!

Went to my blog and started reading my posts months ago. Oh dear, what a stressful period I had in the past. My exams, tests and etc. Can't believed that I am actually outta my school with dyed hair. haha! Been always my dream to dye my hair permenently.. great!

Chance upon this song while surfing through the net.. almost teared (or bawled) after listening to it. This song is ever the first song that speaks out whats on my mind.

So why does your pride makes you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie, what you keep inside,
This is not how you want to be.



Will I wait for you?