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VIOLET
Sweet TWENTY
12011990
Singapore Polytechnic:
Business Adminstration


Cosplay, Read, Shop, Hang out,
Sleep, game, anime, dance, sing,
makeups & it can go on forever xD



Vio = Chaos
26082006
Hyperactive and loves to lick =w=


Bread, cornflakes, Lard strips and Vita Snacks 8D
Sweetest but the naughtiest cutie!



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-Lenalee Casual, D.Gray-Man-



-Yuuki Kuran, VK-



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- Yuuki Cross, VK-




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-Natsuru Senou, Kampfer-




-Miaka, Fushigi Yuugi-



-Miyuki, Lucky Star-

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Should I say freedom regains or should I say the challenges are just going to start now? When I took a look at the Sem2 topics, it look sooooooooooooo much harder. No longer the basics, we are definitely learning new things! Roarrrrrrrrrr!!!!

I guess, I was really posting up too much of FFVII stuffs, I neglected my own personal life in this blog! So, no FFVII in this post (though I wanted to.. zz!) okay?
Psst, Tracy, you don't have to skip the post anymore. =P

ITAB, MOB article analysis and Statistic examinations were quite alright. Partly because I placed away all my distraction into my cardboard (too bad I can't do the same for my bed!), racking my brains and forcing myself to memorize everything. I do hope I can pass all the papers!

Been back to Maple yesterday already, training and stuffs! I am so glad to see my friends again and they are forever teasing me!!! Booo! Right now, I miss my clique and my 2 kors (one is in China having his school attachment, the other one had kinda lost abit of contact - Partly my fault too. Hehe!!!) alot ! Meet up soon, alright? =)

P/S : Enough of the dream already! Why am I having the same dream 2 times this week? Roar!
I was youtubing when I came back home today and I stumbled across some videos regarding the voice actors of Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children. Some were okay, I guess. Some were truely shocking. First up,

Racheal Leigh, voice acting as...
Tifa Lockhart!!!

And then we have,

Mena Suvari, voice acting as...
Aerith Gainsborough!!!

Third up,

Quinton Flynn, voice acting as... Reno!!!!!!!!! He is cute, right? =P

Forth up, we have.. GAWD, YOU WONT BELIEVE IT..

Old man Fred Tatascoiore, voice acting as... LOZ! LOL. I was laughing away while watching the interview. xD

Last but not least...

Steve Burton! Voice acting as...

CLOUD!
WOOTS! It sounds right to have a hunk voice acting a hunk, uh!? ROARRRRR~

Its a relieve to know that though... Hehe. I guess the exams for the past 2 days were pretty alright. It's Statistic tomorrow, I hope I will not suffer another nervous wreck like how I did in PACC.. zzz!

Last day of exams! Freedom regains! YAY!

I hope I did well for Economics, yeah? Ya, it should be alright! =D Anyway, reaching school early to revise my notes before examinations start really helps. You guys should try it out!

Anyway, I went back home after the paper. I wanted to go to sleep but in the end, I started You-tubing instead. As usual, hehe, I am forever researching about FFVII. I came across this particular concert that Barry shown me a few months ago. Begining of Fantasy..... uh? I always wanted to watch it but studies always rack my brain upside down.

When I came to Aerith's Theme played by a whole big group of Ochestra players, tears started to sting my eyes. And then uncontrollably, my tears dropped. The music was simply beautiful. And then, I remembered scenes of the game when Aerith died. It was a very sad story. Nobody love seperation (probably retards), everyone hates that.




Especially when it reach 1.33, its sad.
OMG

PACC, DIED. HAHAHAHA.

My ever first exam in poly = flunk!!! It always happen, for the first time, its always screwed. But I am gonna take my dad's reminder seriously. "Failure is the mother of success." Of course, I don't sit back and fail every single module and expect myself to be successful at the end of the day, but this unexpected failure will spurred me on to achieve greater grades.

I really know how to do! But my nervous breakdown acts on me every single time. And once that happen, oooo gawd, my brain just went blank. Hate to admit, my hand actually shivered when I started the paper. It was actually that bad, because right after my paper was handed in, I realised that the questions were really easy. I have to work on this! All the best for the Econs tomorrow, buddies! =D

I think alot heard about the world ends at 2012. A rumour now, said that Planet Nibiru will crush into Earth's Orbit in 4 years time, causing a strong magnetic field to occur. The earth will start spinning at the opposite direction, causing plates below the sea-bed to crush into one another, resulting to very serious earthquakes, greater Tsunami wave, floods and Valcano eruptions.

When I heard about it, I was scared. If what they said is true, then there will be alot of saddness. 2 people I know asked,

"Why does bad things always happens during our generation?"

Maybe because we are the generation of destruction. We are, in fact, taking away the planet's life little by little every single day. Because of every single luxeries that the planet provides, we were able to live very comfortable lives. Wasn't that because we were taking away from the planet's life? Well, if it really happens, we will all die together. Haha.
'Till then, lets have faith in the world we live in. If Planet Nibiru really disrupt our lives, we will all crush together with it. YAY!

Humanity is the worst life-being formed in this world. We are all murderers. Don't look around! You! The one reading my blog now, are a murderer too. LOL.

I should really get on with work. A warrior now... right?
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So it is. =P

Also, I had been swapping day and night together. Because of maple, I started sleeping as late (or you call that early?) as 5am. While people switched on the lights and get ready to work, I was just about to switch off the lights and get myself some sleep.

Talk about being a zombie..

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I sure is one!

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Blah! Been busy with this and that, mostly mugging for my exams or spending time with my clique. Meanwhile, let me compile everything into one post. It's not gonna be long, just a summary of everything. So enjoy!

Tuesday

I went to school for PACC remedial. In the end, I realised there's only Jessica, Eileen and I who turned up for the lesson! Luckily it was a combined class lesson, after clearing some doubts and questions, we left an hour early and had our lunch at Plaza Singapura.

Eileen and I had to go off because we had our makeup-class on 2pm. So we bidded goodbyes to Jessica before leaving for our class at Clark Quek. It was fun! We had our makeup put on ourselves independently, with the teacher guiding us at times. Finally, we were taught to swap from a casual make-up to a make-up used for going to events like eg. a wedding dinner.

Tips : For such formal events like a wedding dinner, its advisable to thicken up your makeups. There's no need to worry about having a thick makeup to such event because the lighting will be different. In a formal dinner, the lighting is usually warm and dim which will reduce the thickness of makeup on your face. Put on shimmering effect to increase your elegance.
The teacher told me to thicken up the makeup on my eye even though it look thick enough for me! I put on a golden eye-shadow, but not reflected on the pictures. Tough luck. hehe. Unglam !!!

Another time of craze, I started baking cookies at approxi 9pm-10pm... Insane but fun! This batch was specially baked for my clique because I will be meeting them on the next day. Cookie dough rolled into balls ready to be "oven-ize!" =D

This batch was super successful, and it tasted G-R-E-A-T! Far better onces from the previous attempt. Don't drool, I will put up order forms next time on my blog. (^.^)v

Tips : Be generous with your ingredients! Eg. Chocolate Chips. BUT! Do not be too greedy, high sugar content will kill you, so go low on the sugar if you want to add more chocolate chips.

Wednesday

Yay! Clique! We had KFC in the afternoon as lunch and I had also brought some cookies for them to try. The comments received were pretty good... GAWD! Inspired to open a bakery shop now... nooooo!

Met up with Wanting in the evening. It was certainly an unpleasent meet-out for her because everything was thrashed out onto her. However, I feel it. The girl who I once used to know is coming back. It was infact, the whole meeting that causes the barrier between us girls to vanish. The bond is better now, and I hope it will stay stay stay that way! Thanks to the hols, thanks to the technology, we girls are still in touch! xP

And then back home, I decided to practice on my makeup skill without the teacher's guidence. Its thicker, but thats exactly what the teacher wanted... duh!
Focus behind.... I love FFVII!

Thursday

I went to ITAB revision with Jessica, Eileen and Yi Lin today. A big big major stress for this module was lifted off! Gone with the wind... and we had a stress-free lunch together at Plaza Singapura. I even bought a few things from Daiso! (a donut-cutter, a bunch of measuring spoons and a popsicle-maker!)

Yes! I did said I was busy right from the start of this post. This includes...M-A-P-L-E WOOTS!!! I restarted a new character, called vioiet112. My bishop is called violet112. There's a different between the "L" and the "i"... so don't mix it up. This girl is an ice-mage. I had tried restarting ice-mage 3 times, but it failed! I hope this one is a success. I think it will though. =D

Friday

Due to money-constrain, I can't buy Macdonald's Big Breakfast.. So I made my own Big Breakfast for lunch.

LOL

Oh right, some furniture guy came. My dad bought a wooden shelf so I can put my bakery stuffs neatly on it! Thanks a ton, dad! You are one of the best dad in this world! (^0^)v

Done studying with Economics, time to maple! Woo~

P/S : Okay, its a long post afterall. But who cares, you just finish reading it anyway. =P
I just finished my PACC revision by doing the past papers posted up on SP's Blackboard. I was suppose to finish this hours and hours ago, but I neglected studying this afternoon! It feels soo heaty nowadays and I got dizzy spell this afternoon, so I slept in until my dad came back home and woke me up for dinner.

Dinner was great and soon after, I went back researching more about Final Fantasy VII again. Woots! It gives me pleasure to uncover the truth of FFVII, so don't come and stop me! Even though Timothy suggested to do other things so as to "cure" myself from this craze.

No way! I had a very funny conversation with him just now, in the night time when we decided to replace the computer generated characters to some people who are well-known. For example, uber hunk Cloud replaced by flashy Steven Lim. LOL. Oh... god. I can't imagine Cloud doing strip dance at Singapore Idol. Or Steven Lim holding Cloud's sword fighting against Sephiroth without his fats wobbling. Gross!

And then, we've got innocent Aerith, replaced by Xia Xue. LOL! Timothy imagined Xia Xue (Aerith) yelling vuglurities at Sephiroth when Sephiroth stabbed her on her back with his long sword. I think it will go somewhat like this,

"You Son of the *****!!!! You F***ing nothing better to do than to stab your F***ing sword on me!? F****************************(caplocks!) YOU!!!" before submitting herself to death. HAHAHAHA! Or even better, replacing optimistic Tifa by Dawn Yang. I bet she will go like this during a furious battle (ie. Loz),

"NONONO! NOT MY FACE! I spent $17000 on my nose, $18000 on my chin and $20000 on my eye!!!!" But I guess the villian couldnt careless and then, OUCH! There goes Dawn Yang.... She gonna make another appointment with her doctor at China to operate on her face again. Sigh! Isn't this world becoming a royal pain in the ass? xDDD

Of course, to think that my beautiful and flawless FFVII Characters are going to be such $%^&*() is totally unbearable!!! So let's erase the ugly thoughts and let beautiful thoughts inspire our mind! Yawns, getting tired. Better bunk in now... Nights!


P/S : Why am I dreaming of you? It feels so real, but everything is long gone when I woke up.
I had afew runs to the toilet this morning, since 7am! Finally, I decided to give today's Make-Up meeting a miss because I just felt too wobbly and tired to travel back to school. Fortunately, the charcoal tablet is working well, I am pretty much alright now. :D

I am blogging early today because I will be studying for the rest of the day. But I do apologise for posting stuffs about Final Fantasy VII on my blog. Apart from the fabulous outing with my clique and friends, FF7 is the next best thing that happen in my life!!! Anyway, saving money for my make-up course everyday. I am reduce to bread and water for every lunch time. Home-cooked food for dinner. Life is hard, but fun too!

Alright. The following will be just for Tim because I needa him to analyse the Advent Children for me. Hehe.

Hey Tim! Thanks for reading this. Well, a few questions about FFVII...

1) In the story, Cloud had been asked to save the kids held captive by Kadaj and his gang at the Forgotten City. However, he pushed the job to Reno and Rude and said he gonna find some answers from Rufus. What do he mean by he "gonna find some answers"? What answers do he need? To know more about Kadaj and his gang? Or Jenovah's head? Or Shinra investigation at the Northern cave?

2) The same question applies again when Cloud wanted Vincent to bring Marlene back to Tifa because he needed to find some answers from Rufus (or Shinra). What are the answers!?

3) When Cloud asked Vincent to bring Marlene back home, Vincent said,"I can't do that." Why? He is too cool to bring a kid back home or what? o.O

4) After winning a battle against Sephiroth, Cloud was shot by Loz and Yazoo. He was sent up to the supposingly "heaven (or lifestream? It's suppose to be dark and green -.-)" but got "pushed" back down to the planet by Aerith and Zack. How can they do that? If Cloud is dead after getting a shot from Yazoo, means he is dead! How can he be revive again? (If it is so, why Aerith cant be revive in the Orginal FFVII by her mother in the lifestream? Hehe.) Or he was not dead at all, but just unconsciously dreamed about himself being in the Lifestream/"heaven" meeting Aerith and Zack?

5) This is the funniest part. Back in the church with all those children surrounding Cloud, Cloud was lying down IN THE WATER. We can see that the holy water that cures Geostigma is not shallow at all because when Cloud stood up, the level of the water reaches to Cloud's waist. How can he be lying in (OR FLOATING ON? If he is floating on the water, means he is dead, decayed and had bloated up.. zzz. If not, science doesnt apply on Planet Gaia. I can't think of any other logical reason other than this. LOL.) water without choking? LOL. Or issit because Square Enix deliberately do this to make it more dramatic/emotional or whatever it is. (ie. Remember the scene where Cloud released Aerith into the water at the Forgotten City? From the camera angle in the game, it was seen clearly that the water is at least 10 metres deep but how did Cloud managed to walk in such deep water while holding Aerith? From the player's point of view, they believed that it was deliberately put this way because it would have damaged the romance of Aerith's death had the laws of physics have obeyed.)

6) Yazoo and Loz were dying because Reno and Rude bombed them with the bomb at the highway? Or issit because the Reunion is not successful, fail the purpose of them coming to the planet as ramnents of Sephiroth? Or issit because Sephiroth is beaten once again and they "died" together with him?

ROAR. I think there's more questions, just that I had not figure it out again. I think you needa blog it out on your blog instead of tagging me. That was one hell lots of questions! :D
OH MY!

The one and only card in this whole wide world, a card from daddy's loving daughter! DUH!

You see Cloud? He is holding a lady, Aerith. She died after Sephiroth stabbed her with his long sword. Releasing her back to the deep water, is their way of presenting her funeral.

Oh right! I saw comments like,

"Yuck, if I am a character in FF7, I will never step into the water again. The whole water is corroded by Aerith's body!"

ROAR! You this dumbwitted fool! People don't die in Planet Gaia like how we die in this Planet Earth! They simply just vanish back to the lifestream, which means, Aerith's body is long gone (as in, vanish or return back to the lifestream) when Cloud release her back to the water. GOD.!

Oh right, I found this website (http://www.ff7citadel.com/index.shtml) which provides alot of answers to doubts and questions about Final Fantasy (Lego)! Forget about reviving Aerith, she is dead. Thats a fact. Square Enix will never bring her back to life. I am sure they think she is better off in the lifestream with Zack! :D

Hmmm, at least her death can stop Rufus from babbling non-stop about the Promised Land. Zzz.

It seems like I took forever to blog now.. But I was sooo busy with life! Makeup courses, Class reunion, revision ETC! It can go on forever! It's Fathers' Day tomorrow, I am gonna make a card for him. Its a long time since I appreciate Father's Day and his 18 years of effort to be a good dad. Happy Daddy's Day, otosan!!

Anyway, Lopez sketched this for me. No doubts, THATS ME!Right? When he flashed it out for me to see, I recogised myself almost immediately. Roar, Lopez, you have the talent! Keep it up!
I am all set for my makeup course. Oh right, I got my eyebrow trimmed! Ms Kelly taught me and helped me trimmed it. She said my eyebrow requires alot of attention than any part of my face... xD Whats more, we even received our very own makeup brushes and super expensive foundation and loose powder. Yay! More pictures about that next time... Now focus! My class reunion! Collection of our O-level Cert! It just feel so right to be back to BBSS. In the general office.... =DLove them loads, especially the lovely lady wearing PURPLE!!! Ms Ngiam, HUGSS! We went to have lunch as a class (not all though). I was abit bored back then, but I cherish the memories we had together! I will hug everyone of them if I got octopus arms, MUAHAHA!

After lunch, my clique broke off from the class and went Causeway Point to meet Katherine. We had Pastamania together and chatted over loads of things!
Seldomly have photos with Maria posing together. xP

Well, as for today, I revised alot for my upcoming Statistic test. I watched Advent Children again.. DUH! HAHAHAHA. It rocks, I simply can't stop! TIFA!!! (I used my camera to take pictures while watching FF7 on my portable DVD player xD)
CLOUDDDD! AND....
EVIDENCE OF ME STUDYING! ROAR!!! I am starting to love every bits of my life. Whats life without some stress, without some laughters and without some memories? Being busy in life, is what you call, A LIFE! LOL.
My homework for makeup course. Drawing 30 pairs of eyebrow on single-lined paper. I still got 25 more to go... LOL. Oh yea, I baked some cookies too! Woots!
My dad bought this back, its Green Tea with Basil seed.... One of a kind! o.O Last but not least, the 5N peep! :D

Today, I had my makeup course at Clarke Quey (I said so yesterday!). I like it alot! Totally me, because we can stare into the mirror for as long as we want! During the lesson, we were given mirrors (from IKEA, LOL) just to look at our own facial features, to appreciate beauty spots on our faces. Not to forget, we were also given the task of writing down certain part of the faces that we are always complaining about. For me, its my cheek of course! Forget about being cute with the baby fats because it simply doesn't look cute at all! I loveee my eyes alot though! =D

Over the days, I witnessed 2 friends argueing over silly things because one's decision doesn't seems to satisfy the others. Friendship is really a very vulnerable thing. I wondered why it could even exist. However, I arrive an answer a few days ago. Its a matter between being true to yourself and being true to everyone. Being selfish or being generous. It's a matter between give and take, understanding and accepting each's characters. It takes two (or more) to work things out.

Being to the extreme sometimes make the others feel hard to accept who you are. Thats the reason why things don't always work out for every friendship. Despite of constant reminders, things don't change because we want them to. They only change because they truely want to make themselves a better person, a better friend, living a life full of laughters. Perhaps, things don't always stay the same, everyone is growing up every minute.

I have true friends and I am true to the friends I love alot. Because of this reason, I am constantly worry about one of my BFF. I know you don't wan people around you to worry about your situation now, but how can I not worry?

Stop closing in. It's time for you to open up and really regain your confidence. Give yourself a little encouragement everyday. If you can't, talk to us. You know we are always a phone call away. I know you can't face what had been troubling you, especially all the terrible thoughts that had been haunting you during the silent night. It doesnt just mean regret, or nightmares. Treat it as a constant reminder to push yourself forward. Stop discouraging yourself. The hard time had already passed long ago, its the recovery period now. So which is it? Your memory or your future? Have some faith in yourself. I always believe you can still continue your life with more smiles everyday.
Oh I am so sorry, its pretty late to blog now but I am still gonna blog anyway. It could be done a few hours ago, but I was looking through FFVII latest news/research and was playing maple! I did studied, for 4 hours? Statistic? This module really sucks but the revision period turned out fruitful. There's quite alot of details I missed out from the lecture notes, maybe thats the reason why I can't seems to get my answers right all the time..

I found ALOT of wallpapers from Gamespots (Thanks to Carlos -He is my FFVII buddy now. wahaha!)... I can drool so long because of Cloud. Try and stop me 'cuz I am gonna create another Tsunami from my house! With drools? Yuck.

I can't find another animated character that can look so much like a real human being. Gosh! To think how much the design technology had improve... haha. Tifa would have look nicer if she is tanner.

Enough of FFVII for now. I got sooo many things I wanna buy! The wishlist is super long and I think it will take me years to get all these little luxeries. Look at this!

1. Ipod Nano
2. Money for Make-up Artiste Course (borrowed from Dad for the time-being)
3. New specs (Old ones spoilt. Can't expect me to wear contact lense everytime I wanna watch the telly!!)
4. Playstation 3
5. More baking pans
6. Money for GSS
7. FFVII OST/Games/funpack etc. (just whatever that got to do with FFVII =D)

I think there's still a couple more that I missed out. But lastly, lets give me some space to "day-dream" awhile. How I hope all those characters in FFVII are real people.. ahhhhhh.. BLISS!! Haha!

Okay, let's backtrack to Sunday! I made cupcakes for my clique!
We planned the Sunday outing as a birthday surprise for Tracy too. I hope she like it, even though she did kinda suspect our intention. Hehe.



Mind you, the cupcakes were not burned! They just formed a darker top layer of skin because of different positions in the muffin pan. The orginal colour was much lighter than this anyway.
Packed nicely... ohhh, it almost looks like I am selling it! Haha!

I met my clique at NYNY (CityLink) for lunch and for Tracy's birthday celebration. The whole preparation was kinda tight because there were so many last minute things to do.
However, everyting turned out well in the end. I simply loveeee them! I hope Tracy enjoyed herself as much as I do!
Time to eat!!! Tracy was still unaware of the surprise yet! haha!