Hey people. Today's so a bitch. Have you been to one of those days where things simply doesn't go the way you planned, things went wrong or felt screwed up, and worst of all, a leak of fortune from pockets because all of the above happened?
If not, good for you. Me? Not so good.
Firstly, I woke up this morning with a terrible stomache and ran straight into the loo. Maybe one good thing that came out of it was that I managed to bump into my dad before he went out and promise to sponser my lunch at "The Jack's Place" today.
Yup, stomachache was horrible. Very. I went back to sleep and woke up hours later to realise that I overslept and was supposed to meet Couz and Derick at 3pm, Marina Square. I was rushing to prepare like a lunatic, bathed, blow-dry, makeups at top speed, changed and you name it. In the end, cabbed down to make sure I'm on time for the appointment.
Happy Birthday Derick!
Lunch was a very pleasant and nice one, at least. Thanks guys! I've planned to study at One Fullerton today, so after lunch, I made my way over. When I came out of esplanade, it was drizzling and I had to half-run across the bridge. Starbucks were full house at both stores, so damn it! After standing around and hoping, Torrance managed to get a decent dry chair and table for me. However, rain was splashing in and the whole place was filled with 3 times of annoying tourists, so it was almost impossible to study at all. I've never been so cold and miserable for quite awhile already, argh! I texted my dad, hoping that he can de-tour to One Fullerton to pick me off. Appearantly, his feet were more important than me! =( Dad's having foot massaging at Chinatown!
Then out of no reason, I feel so ugly with my makeups. I don't feel right in my dress and I feel so damn fat! It was all psychology problems but it still dampened my mood by 100 times anyway. I swear I'll be aneroxic now. Zzz! Also, I found out today that my skin is so much fairer than before that my foundation's tone is getting off. Sigh.
I really wanted to go back home, back infront of my laptop and cosy bed! I don't have enough cash to cab back home and it was raining cats and dogs. In the end, dear old lovely Acelyn lent me her NETS card, so I can take a taxi ride back home. I feel so touch, I swear I almost cried! :(
It took me like forever before I hopped into a cab.
NOW I AM BACK HOME. AND FUCK. I dropped my camera and it's now spoilt. ZZZ. SERIOUSLY, WHAT A BITCH!
And all these while, I was walking in my goddamn heels. Talk about depressing.
I swear I'll be aneroxic now. Damn piss.
Teardrops on my guitar - Taylor Swift
(Love this song to bits and pieces)
Drew looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see What I want and I need And everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful That girl he talks about And she's got everything That I have to live without
Drew talks to me I laugh 'cause it's just so funny I can't even see Anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love He's finally got it right I wonder if he knows He's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I do
Drew walks by me Can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight Give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes And know she's lucky 'cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I do
So I drive home alone As I turn out the light I'll put his picture down And maybe get some sleep tonight
'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into Drew looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see
HALLOWEEEEEEN!
Gloomy day and it adds on to the atmosphere to celebrate Halloween! Of course, a rainy day sucks to the core because duh, we were at Night Safari! And with my makeups and white shirt, it was entirely difficult for me to go under the rain.
Finally, guess what? I bought a $15 worth of umbrella at Night Safari. And it came in real handy. Just for tonight. (-.-)" In the end, everyone got drenched, but I was still feeling dry and comfy under the shelter of my "eh eh under my umbrella"~ =P
It was really fun! We guys moved from school, to Night Safari, walked about, screamed about, laughed at each other. Yes, tired but darn right happy! I even met up with Sheng Jie and Matt (got to know that they were at N.S too) after being with my class and we sat through the Tram of Horror. Gosh!
I'm in Miss Devil-in-Angel's skin "costume" (Actually, it's really nothing. Just a white long tee with just props ._.) (My camera sucks in taking night pictures, so... all the pictures may not turn out well.)
But before I go on, some random photos I took yesterday LOL.
Vio loves to pose like this too. =D
HALLOWEEN!!!!
Slutty Bitch.
I am soooo glad that Jonna and Lasse were there! They were so fun to hang out with!
Boo!
LOL.
Khee Ying, Don't Betray Jon!!!
Tram of Horror. Doesn't look too much of a horror. rofl!
Ew
Cinderella?
Freaking monster. Kept poking me with god-knows-what just because I took a darn picture of her. I hope my screaming does your ear some good. =D!
And this devil, red thing, flaming stuff jumped on the tram and everyone started screaming while us threesome laughed like loonies @ the front. HAHA!
We can't take photos of the animals because appearantly, flashes make them excited (agitated, or something). So argh. OH YEAH. This clown at the entrance started chasing me all the way to the coach area because I was disturbing him, shouting across, "It's time to knock off, Dun hafta scare people!" DARN!
LASTLY,SUPPER !!!
As if a night of Halloween was not enough, the guys started exchanging ghost story back at Carlos's house. In the end, everyone got freaked. Acelyn and Shayne decided to stay overnight and I had to get someone to send me home 'till my doorstep. xD
Woah. I just realise I am fully pack for this week. I just came back home and I've still got 2 more tutorials to rush for tomorrow's lesson.
ANYWAYS. I baked muffins for my class! I am gonna try baking butter cookies next~ with designs! And finally, Gavin got his PINK MUFFINS. Yes, no kid, it's PINK, my dears!
HAHAHAHA. Looks like strawberry ice-cream eh!?Pink Muffins in the oven!
It looks like a toy right? It doesn't look real at all, and that's for you, Gavin Ting!One huge pile of it. Woots! (^.^)v
I am getting so excited for tomorrow! I went to Bugis street after school today to hunt for my top with Jasmine! Thanks to her and her patience, I finally got my white "T-Shirt Long enough to be a dress" top! And the Auntie was so damn generous because the shirt cost $24 and she sold it to me for $20! :D Then I got my devil headband and wand @ Taka, while Jas bought a superrrrrrr cute pumpkin pot for her bag. HAHA! Then we decided to go all the way and painted our nails @ Cinderalla. Got mine shiny red and her's gothic black X_X"
I can't wait! I can't wait!
Roarrr!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA!~
--------------------------------------------------------------------- Guy : All I want is you... Do you love me? Taylor : Yeah. Guy : Can you give me a chance? Taylor : ... No.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
If Only..
I can't believe I slept at 9pm yesterday. It was that simple. Lying down on bed, close my eyes and I was knocked out instantly. I even slept through all the MSN alerts, woke up to find my MSN flooded, laptop on the verge of exploding. If I was tired, what will happen when projects start to pile in? I simply can't imagine!
Yesterday was fun. Again, another impromptu class outing during the 3 hours break. It started off from my group going to Chinatown for lunch, and before we knew it, the whole class was seated there, eating, celebrating birthdays (HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINEEEEEEEEEEE!!!). You don't have to ask me, being with class feels so good!
HALLOWEEEEEN! I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY!
As for today, I went to meet Shayne in the morning. I wanna go Ngee Ann Poly! So I had lunch with Tracy. =D~ Surprisingly, I saw Barry! So it was like a stone killing THREE birds... Wooots! Afterwhich, I went for groccery shopping and bought a few other things. Yoghurts! (:
Is it my face that make you guys think I am short because I am 170cm tall. That's tall for a girl right? Don't be deceive by pictures!!!!! and I still wanna go slightly taller!
If there's a thing I could do now, I would really like to destroy a small fraction of my memories. Or maybe the physical memories that is still existing right now. There's so many times I have to grip myself hard to prevent falling back into it. I've went through the few months of torture, and I really do not fancy myself going through again because it would seems stupid, really STUPID. It just reminds me how pathetic I was, how pathetic I looked infront of everyone else. Now, I'm just burning with shame, because I don't wanna start disappointing people again, not myself too. One last thing, I shouldn't hide my feelings anymore, even if it's just a little bit. I should start throwing it away, dun fucking care where it'll go. Don't look, just throw.
Monday, October 26, 2009
A dinner with clique! <3333
Presenting you.... Mr. Andrew.Grey! A very nice and decent teacher from Aussie, currently teaching the mass - Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity.
Okay, I probably shouldn't bore you guys with all the crap stuffs from my school. It's a day of random-ness. I brought my camera to school and started taking afew shots of my classmates!
Loves loves lovesssssssssssss~
I'm going to Night Safari with moi class coming friday! Ohhhh, I just can't wait and I bet it'll be so damn awesome. Funny that I am a singaporean and I've never been there before. My first Halloween night... bliss!
Then I had a night out with clique. Everyone is present today, I am so happy! You know, things just keep on getting better and happier. When you are happy and positive, even after you took a ride through hell before, things always turn out right. Or so they say, tomorrow will be a better day! (:
Maria with her present! I hope you love it Maria!
My dear Acelyn, keep on going, I'm right behind your back. WE all are! You're not alone! (:
Sweet! I immediately developed this photo out and pasted on my cardboard already.
More to fill up! Hoho! I am so damn lucky. God sent me a wonderful gift when I was born
HAHAHAHA. Looks like strawberry ice-cream eh!?
Pink Muffins in the oven!
One huge pile of it.
Roarrr!!!!! 
