My Life.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

bOsonG. see the pictuRe.. LoL
i aM soooO damN angrY todaY. darN my brotheR. caN yoU imaginE someonE aS irritatinG aS him?! fucK sia. i aM so stresSed froM my schOoL stuFF anD i jusT wan somE simpLe peaCe aT homE buT it seeM so difficuLt. LikE hiS computeR gt taiji mY faulT like tat. pleaSe loH. i neveR toucheD hiS computeR foR 3 whoLe daYs. anD if probleMs only surfaceD 3 dayS latEr. obviousLy probleMs lies on hiM NOT MI. anD now he is blaminG mi foR playinG mapLe at his comPuteR and causeD his comp to suffer some kind of disorder or wadeVer shit. okies. wadeveR i tolerate. i teLL him "plS looK at the probleMs properli befoRe findinG mi" anD he wenT ouT. i switchEd on mY comP and start plaYing maple of coursE. anD it was afteR one damn hour and he camE looking for mi aNd asK for my USB adaptoR. WTF la. if i lent him thE USB adaptor it means thaT i will keeP suffer disconnectioN foR mapLe anD msN. cuz i am playing at my room anD thE connectioN is noT that good anD if i lent him the adaptoR i use wad comP la. deN of course i din lent him la. I asked him to get out anD i tot peacE returns. bUt i am so damn fuckinG wrong seh. hE camE in anD bug mi again. ARGH. agaiN. i chase hiM ouT. i losT my mood to maple at that poinT of time le. (how the world i gt mood la?) sO i decided to sleeP. i hopeD slping can heLp mi forgeT abouT schooL streSS and prevent hiM froM disturbinG mi. wa laO, so difficult to slp loh. my mum blasT the tv so louD as if all of uS are deaF. nvm. buT i managed to sleep aniwae. CAN U IMAGAIN? my brotheR wake mi up from mY slp foR the same stupid reason. iT was so damN frustrating la. i screamed aT him anD pushed him ouT. argH. NVM. i tried to went back to slp again and i did. BUT the asshole, he jump oveR my bed later and tried to switch on my laptoP. (noob la him. he cant find my laptop on button =.=) i losE my tempeR this timE rounD le. i scream. i went crazy. i screaM untiL my motheR went in to check wads going wrong. sHe chase my brother out and i cursed at him. i slam thE door anD i locK it shut. shit lah. now i cant slp afteR being wake uP for 2 daMn timEs. but nvM. i tolerate. sO i switcheD mY comp anD i went bac mapLing. anD OMG la. he opeN my room door by using my dooR keys. FUCK seh. haF u aLL seeM someonE moRe irritaing thaN him anoT?! deN the momenT he came in he unplug mY USB adaptor. i waS so angry i snatched it back, plug iT back, anD i use my hanD anD hit the laptop hard. real hard. (heng my laptoP bo tai ji. hand pain asO nerhs.) hE diam for a moment. anD i teLL him he where bo sonG caLL father den. he calleD buT my daD hang the call on him (haha) i tink he aso buay ta han. he went out and i slam the door after him and lock it. peace at last le loh. i plaY maple untiL my dad came back. he solved the computer probleM and its noT my fauLt loh. WASTE MY TIME WASTE MY ENERGY AND WASTE MY SLPING TIME. argH.

fortunali, my maple buddies and guild buddies are theRe. theY cheered mi uP anD makE mi feeL more "calm". my guilD buddies cracK up joKes and i luff. we were discussing abouT who is thE most sadistic persoN. and it turn out to be mi. LOL. master od sadists. LOL. buT appearantly, someone is mucH more sadistic than mi. LOL. aniwae, in my own opinion. DM in schooL are the most sadistic ppL in the worLd. they took pleasure in torturing studeNts (us?) right? LOL. haha.

yupp. thaTs was happen in the afternoon, den in night time i went to Do my D&T folio. OMG LA. 1 more month to finish 2 sections. sO stress sia.. haix...

lalala~~ kk. thanks for reading mY long-winded storY. hehes. enjoY. buaiis!! ^^

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

mY cousin anD mi , twIns seH. cuTe hoR. lalala~ hEhEs. ^^

LOL. paiseH noR. i lonG timE diN comE in updatE le. noW frEE den updaTe awhiLe ^^ kEkEs.
scHooL siaNx laH!!!!!!! aLmosT waN faLL sleeP durinGs lessOns. =.= haiX. preLims anD N leveL comin.. waD to do?? buT hoh.. haix. stiLL sianX La.. omG. zzz.

latEli arH. nothinG mucH happen neHs. jusT taT i go reLativE huS theY keeP nagginG mi noT to buY a doG. i mean. theY dun likeS doG. buT i likE doGs. sO theY arE propergent mi noT to buY onE. reasOn: cuZ theY dun likE doGs. theY arE troubLesomE. LOL. laMe. duh..

nothinG mucH durinG the hoLidaYs toO. i go ouT plaY plaY. not gO ouT. den is staY at homE mapLe awaY. oH ya. btW. i lvl 72 le woR. priesT liaOs. hEhE ^^ mai siaO siaO hoh. waHaHa.. yupp. noT mi happeN aloT of thingS buT is mapLe havinG aloT of probleMs. haix. hoW to saY?? i tiNk i aM oveR witH mY mapLe BF le baHx. cuZ.. wE gt ntH to saY to eacH othEr proVideD thaT i dunnOe hoW to communciaTe witH him Le. sO.. break Le baHx.. i aM goinG to takE it reaL easy.. ^^

aniWaE. my guiLd EzeKieL is gettinG a bit laMe. lamEr thaN eveR. dunnoE is ntH to dO or theY aRe just plain lamErs. LOL. omG la... my meimei betty going lVl 100 Le. sO fast woth 12 hr 2exp. lala.~ shE sicK le. sO musT takE caRe nor!!!

yuPP. todaY asO ntH mucH happeN. wake uP earli in morninG. gO schooL. listEn teachEr blaH blaH blaH. deN at schooL i blaH blaH to freNs. theY blaH blah bacK to mii. deN all of uS blaH blaH untiL schooL oveR. buT thE assembLy iS daM funNy. iTs abouT "importancE of neightbouRs beinG KPO" theRe is a 45minS draMa. anD thE actoRs aRe damn funnY. hAHa... comedY laH theY aLL.. waHaHa.. ^^ i laugH my hearT ouT todaY noR. deN afteR the assemBly i wenT bacK to claSS. den pacK my thinGs anD i gO to the lockeR area puT booKs bacK. haiX. deN i wenT ouT of the borinG schooL witH my freNs. we seperatEd aT the traffiC areA to takE ouR own respectivE buseS back hoMe. aNd guesS wad i did wheN i reach homE? maple? u Are wronG thiS time!!!! i slepT thrU thE afternoon muahahaha. damn shioK. long tiMe din sleeP so weLL le ^^ btW. i tink i usE computeR usE untiL i gettinG blinD le =.= musT refrain liaOs le. lalala~~ kEkEx. =D

ok baHx. iF tomoLo i freE i comE back updaTes again. enjoY thE niTe ^^ buaiis~~

Monday, June 12, 2006

wa laO i waN to cry liaO le laR. my stuPid comP keeP dcinG.. T_T i wan plaY gaMes propeRli asO cannoT. waD thE heLL..... =.= suaN Le. lateR niTe theN train baH i lazY liaOs le. siaNx. argH.....

aniWae, i haD fuN this morninG. cuZ its jia hui birthdaY, we planneD to givE heR a biG surpriseD. sO, we've goT you penG to faKe. asK jia hui to gO ouT witH heR at 1pm. hAhA.. anD jia huI reaLLi believEd worx. buT of courSe sHe waS noT inforMed thaT we is waitinG foR heR to launcH a biG surprisE on heR. haha. deN at arounD 1pm. mosT oF us waS beLow her hus witH a beautifuL caKe. thE caKe waS taken ouT froM boX anD we were waitinG for jia hui to comE dowN froM her hus to thE liFe landinG. anD of coursE when she camE out. all oF us shouteD "HAPPI BIRTHDAY". i dunnOe shE gt chua tiO anoT but shE looks likE she doeS. tink shE asO toucheD until aLmosT wan cry liaOs. haha. nO choice maHx. sHe my sisteR foR 6 yeaRs ++ liaO. hAhA. mY besT buddY. heR birthdaY musT makE it a memoriaL one. buT deN afteR thaT theY wan gO ccK. buT i din foLLow cuz...... T_T sisHi theY all noE ansWer T_T. i dun wan teLL lei =p

straighT aftEr thaT, wad to dO? go homE loH. mapLe loH. so siaNx nor. hAhA. deN mY cousiN anD i keeP spamminG in buddy chaT. haha. deN we saY say we want quit maPle. haha. i quit liaos. deN go eat luncH den loggin agaiN. hahaa. ^^ =p

sO laMe worx...........

aniWae. hoPe jia huI enjoYed yRselF. if u aRe readinG mY bloG> ^^

happY birthdaY!! ^^ kEkE.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

mi anD mY freNs taKen aT orcharD heereN. taken quiTe lonG ago le. ^^ <nothinG to displaY mah. bloG emptY like taT.>

i reaLLi wonder. how coMe guYs takEs a longeR timE in toileT thaN gaLs dO??!! arGh. darn mY brothEr. he keNa stucK insidE toileT foR dunnoE how mani hours duN waN comE ouT. i wait untiL i so darM feD up i waN tO kicK thE dooR opeN sia. =.= dunnOe wad thE heLL he doinG insidE.

thE worsT thinG still my freN in mapLe caLL mi a saDisT. i aM noT alrighT?? kEkE. darN u henrY. zzz. aLthougH i aM. hahaha. u aRe a sissY. hahaha. lalala~

aniwaE. lateR niD go wesTmaLL liaO. go for wad its a secreT.. shhhhhh.. hEhE. haiyo sO sianx nia, dunnOe waD to dO neHx. how? go sleeP????????? zzzz... i duN waN liaO. i aM tireD of sleepinG........ LOL. aHHHHHH. holidaYs are so borinG. buT schooL stiLL suX. i ratheR starT workinG noW. but...
i waN go university.... T_T i am a pathetiC gurL... haix... sianx... sianx..

aniWae. paiseH everyonE in mapLe yesterdaY. i abit bonkers. i spaM so much in the guild anD the buddY chaT. muahahaha. hu asK mi haf feveR nehx. den burn spoilt my brain abit siao siaO. hahaha. hecK laH. i aM reaLLi a siaO ginA. =.= wad thE heLL........

sO lonG neveR go ouT liaOx. everytime tiO stuck aT homE eyes gluE on computeR. wa laO. i wan remoVed aso difficult siA. cuz tio stucK liaOx. haha. muaHahahhaa. too baD i do addictiVe towaRds my mapLe. 9 morE lvls to 3rd joB.. =.= siaNx. =p

hAhA.. moRe updaTes tomoLo nOr. whee~~!!! ^^

Friday, June 09, 2006

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
and I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cryIn the middle of the night
For the same damn thing.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

aNd becaUse oF u
i learNt to Be stronG, thougH iT iS onCe a feeLing. buT.
becauSe of u.
i learNt thaT.
everythinG caN bE forgottoN
jusT liKe hoW i forgeT the daY wheN i faLL foR u.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

perhAps iTs there for mi to feeL or sEE. iTs happeNing on me everYtimE. i jusT picK uP a keY anD gO oN witH liFe. i tryinG mY besT. to smiLe at mYseLf everYdaY. to makE myseLf feeL thaT mY life is worTh livinG. i caN be positivE. buT aLL the thingS thaT is happeNing, feeLs sO wronG. sO darM wronG. i aLreadi tooK a widE paCE to geT ouT oF somebodY's hearT. anD looKs waD happeNing? i aM faLLing to anotHer onE. greaT. sO greAt. anD i aM noT goinG to saY anithinG. i aM noT goinG to DO anithinG. NOTHING.
tiMe wiLL settLed aLL thiS for mi theN. i am going to heckcarE liaO. iF i was to like den leT it be. i aM not going to fOrced mYseLf to bE someonE thaT is noT mi. i jusT waNNa be myseLf.

nO more saD loVe. nO moRe sweEtneSS. iF itS meanT foR mi, iT will happeN soMedaY. SOMEDAY. i trusT in faTe anD i believEd someonE will leaD mi to tHe righT patH. A patH thaT lead mi to mY happinEss. anD my futuRe ^^ thE persOn wiLL be.. sOMeonE thaT is gg to be mY prinCe charming!!! =D

aniWaE.
waD thE heLL. keNa paNg seH. i waN go banG heaD liaO. dun waN mapLe liaO. so siaNx le. siAnx. nothing to dO. train untiL sianx liAo. gueSs todaY onLi can lvl onCe baHx. thE 2 hum ji neveR pm mY guild master. guess theY hum le. aniwae mY connectioN witH otheR guilD will ensure theM thaT theY wiLL losE guiLd waR de. sO nooB stiLL act biG woR. dunnoE hoW to saY the DIE word. hahaha. ^^

siaNx todaY waKe up mapLe untiL noW. den offliNE. so thaTs y i writing thE bloG noW. cuZ someone pang seh mi anD i nth tO do liaO. so siAnx. SIANX AH. WAD THE HECK LAH. =.=

siaNx siAnx siaNx. sO sianX. todaY so siaNx. hAhAHa. paiseH i gonE nuTs le. XD buaiX~~~~~~~!!!!!

mY loOk afteR rebondiNg woR!! ^^

oHHH. todaY i firsT daY wriTe bloG wor. haha. noT verY surE wad to dO. todaY ah. i i go reborN haiR ah. cosT $80 wor. sO expensiVe. mY moneY T_T haha. neveRminD den. haHA. resulT of reborning: too flAt. buT i gueSs will be quiTe ok afteR a feW weeKs. 3 daYs caNt wasH hair. siaN nia. den afteR reborNing which iS 6 darN hour long, i go bacK home. i boughT chickeN rice aS my dinneR. deN wheN reach dooRstep i realiseD i lefT my keYs aT hui juN baG. hecK sia. =.= keNa lock outside for 10 mins before mY brotHer open dooR. haix. den i wenT in and ate my dinneR. yuMyuM ^^

deN sooN i go maple liaO. while in maple i gt a kor caLLed dream. he pang seH mi de. noW gt dota dun wan plaY mapLe le. lasT time he ask mi dun offline pei him i aso staY now pang seH. wa lao. =X. k lah. lateR he see mY blog he chop mi off. haha. dreaM kor ah. dun kiLL mi wor. haha. bleaHx. deN wheres mY chang rui kor?!!! go dating untiL where liaO sia. =.=

aniWae straighT after taT. i gt ks war with buncH of nooB. acT big nia. nvm loh. wan ks ks loh. hu cared. lai loh. act beng onli. dots. HaHa.

stupid onLi. tonighT supposE to reach lvl60 de. buT some act prO de noob s act big dun waN change channeL, make mi si bei du lan. den i dun wan train le. i giVe up liao. every nite cant train in peace de. sianX. spoilt my training mooD. or eLse todaY can lvl60 le nor. haha. ^^ nvm tomolo chiong 2 lvls baH. aniwae jia yoU everyonE! ^^

oH shiT! forgt do my holidaY homework. OMG. haha. gonna banG wall liaO. haha. k lah. i wan go sleeP liaO le. slp weLL guys. niteY~~~!! ^^